May 3, 2012

  • Just a note.

    If you're here, now you understand. 

    For a while, I contemplated putting it back on xanga-lock but in the end and right before going to sleep, I decided not to. Reason being because I guess I need to get over this embarrassment and this continuous fear...of stuff. Majority of the recent stuff is babbling of happenings. Point-blank: I hope you never make it to the good stuff. As in the good stuff that will make me want to hide under a rock the same way Violet Light did. 

    But I guess I'm trying not to flip out that you might see this once in a while. 

    Just. I'm very unafraid to post. Everything that comes up here is the raw, right off the bat truth. No holding back. Instant. Impulse. 

    And it's not that I'm afraid of what goes up. I guess it's particular things that I like to stray from out of pure fear...they get brought up here. And it's kind of embarrassing. X3

    Besides, I doubt you'll actually get through more than two blogs.

    ...or, please don't take that as a challenge. It isn't.  

    -- ZelleZ

    Sun's up. Got distracted and I think this came up a liiiittle too late.